Mid January

Clock is ticking so fast... last night it was still 2005... now its mid January 2006... fast fast fast.... though, why is it there's something inside of me that won't just disappear.... I just hope I know. ouch ouch ouch... Im better.. soon to be really better... geez!

What a????? What am I saying here... dunno too.. just talking with myself maybe..har har har!

Im so burnt

Im writing something here than to sob at work... I feel so burnt! I know I can.... somebody told me before I can do everything I want.... but lately I don't want these things already... I want to give up! But thinking I'm going to leave a BIG responsibility... I just can't imagine doing that.

Do I have to leave and let them shoulder everything?