ok... I'm not ok
Geeezzz... I feel not fine. Kasi feeling ko mahal na mahal ko na siya
My World... ups and down... My Life.... happy and sad.... My dreams... asleep and awake.... Everything that bothers me!
I thought I was floating on air almost a year ago… yet I found myself it’s just a dream. I was in the dark when someone held my hand and took away my fears and suddenly covered with strength coming from that creature… after a while, I tried to look who owns that hand and saw a beast with red eyes looking at me - a nightmare that scared me so. I did my very best to forget that nightmare, until one day I noticed that he’s still around… yeah, he never left me, but he never talk me, he just stares at me, look and observe. I know he knows all the things happening in me, misses me… I miss him too. But things aren’t the same as before- you just can’t put back in the faucet the water dripping unto the ground- and so the things between us. And will never be!
I'm currently at work and its 7:30 in the evening. My tummy is in pain almost the whole day but I cannot go home because of the deadline. I'm so lazy this past few days, this morning I even asked my associate to write the headline story. I need to write the other banner... It's like I am doing a two newspaper.