Will never be

I thought I was floating on air almost a year ago… yet I found myself it’s just a dream. I was in the dark when someone held my hand and took away my fears and suddenly covered with strength coming from that creature… after a while, I tried to look who owns that hand and saw a beast with red eyes looking at me - a nightmare that scared me so. I did my very best to forget that nightmare, until one day I noticed that he’s still around… yeah, he never left me, but he never talk me, he just stares at me, look and observe. I know he knows all the things happening in me, misses me… I miss him too. But things aren’t the same as before- you just can’t put back in the faucet the water dripping unto the ground- and so the things between us. And will never be!