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I didn't put a title on my blog for this day... coz I really don't know what to put.
I am teary eyed almost the whole day which started last night.

I decided to talk to my boss again and let her know that she really needs to find someone to replace me for I really need to leave. As expected she is still asking me to stay and after 2 hours of talking, we concluded it with the decision of "I'll stay" till "we" find someone to replace me. I'm having a hard time to leave them because I love my job and I like my staff.

This morning I woke up so late... 9 am. I rushed to bathroom and go to work. I opened my blog and saw thinzy's comment but since I didn't receive any email from her at my other email I texted her and told her. I am planning to call her since yesterday... And I will (hoy Tina sagutin mo ha?!) when I am not this busy anymore, and when I think I am ok. hehehe!

Something echoed in my mind... "Be strong coz I can't be with you always!" That's Carlo's words.... he always tells me that whenever I am down... yes I am too dependent with him (emotionally). While with HABIT... I am a brat who gets everything I want, until I found out all the mess and broke up with him. Although we still talk... he tried to win me back for how many times--- and I did everything to push him away from me. But this past few months, I could feel how much he loves me... yet I still have doubts with him... I wonder when I can finally remove that thing.

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Ms. Fukumoto, the Advertising and Circulation manager will fly back to Tokyo tomorrow afternoon... We talked and I think she is really nice, its just that we always argue at work because of the deadline. I bought her a native woven back pack... and she's only a year older than me or maybe just months.

And ohhh... I'll be out tonight for a dinner... hehehe!