Funny me

I was browsing somebody's friendster when I saw my ex pics...I remember that event... somebody's debut... 2 days before he killed me. Geeeeezzzzz! Those shots aren't really for him.. but he is there... I found myself saving the photos to his folder.... my face feels so hot and tears might rundown my cheeks any moment... *sigh* I told myself I shouldn't I am supervising an applicant and I should not cry.... then, I saw another pic... I have a copy of the same place where they took that shot though the difference is... my ex was looking on the camera... and on that photo... he was buttoning his polo... his pink polo... I remember...when I told him that I like guys wearing pink polo, he bought one and took a photo of that... at that time we are just plain best of friends. I was smiling.... till now, few more days... and he will be celebrating his birthday. Don't you think I am crazy... at first I want to cry then I am smiling.... funny! I guess... its all about memories... cherished and kept inside my heart.